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Not A Problem

by Estella Dawn

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There’s comfort in being self destructive, vices offer numbness and distraction that allow you to escape the areas of your life that you’re unhappy with.

It’s easy to get pulled into the downward spiral but once you’ve lost control you can often be in denial about bad things have really gotten and how hard it is to pull yourself back up.

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Stomping in my docs
Yelling at the sky
I fall to the pavement
She catches me every time
And they say I’m the lucky one
Turning chaos into art
Well if my life's gasoline
I’ll entertain you with a spark
Stomping in my docs yelling at the sky


But I…
Think I’m becoming my father
Got a little too drunk
Danced around the room to 'Hallelujah'
I was naked smoking on the roof
But what's it to yah?
What's it to yah?



I’ve been near the redline
Push it to the limit
See I might have gotten close
But you know I never did it
Cuz I’m not a problem
I’m not a problem


Yeah I've been using sex
Just to feel a little present
But it's kind of like the drugs
If I wanted I could quit it
Cuz you know 
It ain't a problem
I'm not a problem


I pull lies around my waist tight 
Just like a corset
The smile that sits below my cheeks
Looks good yeah? I rehearsed it
People come and go 
I tend to wear ‘em like a necklace
Everybody’s got their purpose


You shake my shoulders
Say if I tried
I could rewrite the darkness
That came through my family line
But the truth is I find comfort
With the shadows in the room
And the monster in the corner
Ain't as scary when it’s you


Think I’m becoming my father
Got a little too drunk
Landed in a ditch just like a feather
Might of said some shit that cut you deep
I won't remember
Won't remember


I’ve been near the redline
Push it to the limit
See I might have gotten close
But you know I never did it
Cuz I’m not a problem
I’m not a problem


Yeah I've been using sex
Just to feel a little present
But it's kind of like the drugs
If I wanted I could quit it
Cuz you know 
It ain't a problem
I'm not a problem


I'm sick of saying "sorry"
Is that why you stopped calling?
No matter what I say
I'm always disappointing
Think I'm becoming my father
Becoming my father
Think I'm becoming my father
Becoming my



I’ve been near the redline
Push it to the limit
See I might have gotten close
But you know I never did it
Oh yeah I ain't the problem


And I've been using sex
Just to feel a little present
It's kind of like the drugs
If I wanted I could quit it
I could quit it yeah
Mmm
I'm not a problem

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released January 13, 2023

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Estella Dawn San Diego, California

Estella Dawn is becoming known for her unwavering confidence and boldly passionate delivery. Her music has proven a force to be reckoned with – her style knows no limits, and across the globe her growing audience is celebrating that quality. Divinely striking vocals carve out a fiercely distinct identity, as this creative powerhouse continues to raise the bar for the future of modern pop. ... more

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